fantasy smile

2005-07-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

ok... finally took some time out to update my blog due to the consistent pestering of joyce... went out with her on sunday to buy juyin's birthday present. sorry that it was belated... anyway, we went to take neoprints later... wahahaha... oh... i bought harry potter and the half blood prince already... trying to fork out some time to read it...wewewewe.... nothing much to say cause i'm going to read the book now....hehehehex...

MOTHER SAYS

2005-07-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

Throughout the centuries, mothers have given their children plenty of good advice and notable quotes. here's just a small sampling:

PAUL REVERE'S MOTHER:" I don't care where you think you have to go, young man. midnight is past your curfew!"
MARY, MARY, QUITE CONTRARY'S MOTHER:" I don't mind you having a garden, mary, but does it have to be growing under your bed?"
MONA LISA'A MOTHER:" after all the money your father and i spent on braces, mona, that's the biggest smile you can give us?"
HUMPTY DUMPTY'S MOTHER:" Humpty, if i've told you once, i've told you a hundred times not to sit on that wall. but would you listen to me? Noooo!"
COLUMBUS'S MOTHER:" I don't care what you discovered, christopher. you still could have written!"
BABE RUTH'S MOTHER:" Babe, how many times have i told you- quit playing ball in the house! that's the third broken windowcthis week!"
MICHELANGELO'S MOTHER:" Mike, can't you paint on the walls like other children? do you have any idea how hard it is to get that stuff off the ceiling?"
NAPOLEON'S MOTHER:" All right, napoleon. if you aren't hiding your report card inside your jacket, then take your hand out of there and prove it!"
CUSTER's MOTHER:"Now, George, remember what I told you - don't go biting off more than you can chew!"
ABRAHAM LINCOLN'S MOTHER: "Again with the stovepipe hat, Abe? Can't you just wear a baseball cap like all the other kids?"
BARNEY'S MOTHER: "I realise strained plums are your favorite, Barney, but you're starting to look a little purple."
MARY'S MOTHER: "I'm not upset that your lamb followed you to school, Mary, but I would like to know how he got a better grade than you."
BATMAN'S MOTHER: "It's a nice car, Bruce, but do you realize how much the insurance is going to be?"
GOLDILOCK'S MOTHER: "I've got a bill here for a busted chair from the Bear family. You know anything about this, Goldie?"
LITTLE MISS MUFFET'S MOTHER: "Well, all I've got to say is if you don't get off your tuffet and start cleaning your room, there'll be a lot more spiders around here!"
ALBERT EINSTEIN'S MOTHER: "But Albert, it's your senior picture. Can't you do something about your hair? Styling gel, mousse, something...?"
GEORGE WASHINGTON'S MOTHER: "George, the next time I catch you throwing money across the Potamac, you can kiss your allowance good-bye!"
JONAH'S MOTHER: "That's a nice story, Jonah, but now tell me where you've really been for the last three days."
SUPERMAN'S MOTHER: "Clark,your father and I have discussed it, and we've decided you can have your own telephone line. Now will you quit spending so much time in all those phone booths?"
An finally... THOMAS EDISON'S MOTHER: "Of course, I'm proud that you invented the electric light bulb, Thomas. Now turn off that light and get to bed!"

2005-07-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

waha... went shopping with my mom today and bought quite some stuff...hehex...i took my mom to the miss sixty shop and showed her the extremely expensive ( $370 plus) but beautiful skirt. she agreed with me that it was very nice. i took the skirt and tried it on( just for fun) , anyway, you need not pay for trying and it's impossible that i would buy it cause it's just too expensive and i would not be willing to pay so much just for a piece of cloth. it's not worth it. i came out of the fitting room with the skirt on ( the size was a little too big for me) and my mom said it was too gaudy. she said the skirt looked nice on the rack but then it's not really that nice when wearing it, but anyway, i don't intend to buy it and she will also not buy it for me... after shopping in china, i felt that i'm being conned for all the stuff that i bought in singapore. all the clothes and shoes that i bought there cost not more than S$10... look at the price difference! hey, joyce, go and try the skirt on, anyway, you won't have to pay... hehehex... it's just to satisfy our hearts...hehex...

2005-06-29T16:22:00.000+08:00

just here to share a story...
Merry Christmas, My Friend
" i will never forget you," the old man said. a tear rolled down his leathery cheek. " i'm getting old. i can't take care of you anymore."
with his head tilted to one side, monsieur DuPree watched his master. " woof, woof! woof, woof!" he wagged his tail back and forth, wondering , what's he talking about?
" i can't take care of myself anymore, let alone take care of you." the old man cleared his throat. he pulled a hankie from his pocket and blew his nose with a mighty blast.
" soon, i'll move to an old-age home, and,i'm sorry to say, you can't come along. they don't allow dogs there, you know." bent over from age, the old man limped over to monsieur DuPree and stroked the dog's head.
' don't worry, my friend. we'll find a home. we'll find a nice home for you." as an afterthought he added, " why, with your good looks, we'll have no trouble at all. anyone would be proud to own such a fine dog."
monsieur DuPree wagged his tail really hard and strutted up and down the kitchen floor. for a moment, the familiar musky scent of the old man mingling with the odor of greasy food gave the dog a feeling of well- being. but then a sense of dread took hold again. his tail hung between his legs and he stood very still.
" come here." with great difficulty, the old man knelt down on the floor and lovingly pulled monsieur DuPree close to him. he tied a ribbon around the dog's neck with a huge red bow, and then he attached a note to it. what does it say? monsieur DuPree wondered.
" it says, " the old man read aloud, " merry christmas! my name is monsieur DuPree. for breakfast, i like bacon and eggs- even cornflakes will do. for dinner, i prefer mashed potatoes and some meat. that's all. i eat just two meals a day. in return, i will be your most loyal friend."
" woof, woof! woof, woof! " monsieur DuPree was confused, and his eyes begged, what's going on?
the old man blew his nose into his hankie once more. then, hanging on to a chair, he pulled himself up from the floor. he unbuttoned his overcoat, reached for the dog's leash and softly said, " come here, my friend." he opened the door against a gust of cold air and stepped outside, pulling the dog behind. dusk was beginning to fall. monsieur DuPree pulled back. he didn't want to go.
" don't make this any harder for me. i promise you, you'll be much better off with someone else."
the street was deserted. leaning into the wintry air, the old man and his dog pushed on. it began to snow.
after a very time, they came upon an old victorian house surrounded by tall trees, which were swaying and humming in the wind. shivering in the cold, they appraised the house. glimmering lights adorned every window, and the muffled sound of a christmas song was carried on the wind.
" this will be a nice for you," the old man said, choking on his words. he bent down and unleashed his dog, then opened the gate slowly, so that it wouldn't creak. " go on now. go up the steps and scratch on the door."
monsieur DuPree looked from the house to his master and back again to the house. he did not understand. " woof, woof! woof, woof! "
" go on." the old man gave the dog a shove. " i have no use for you anymore," he said in a gruff voice. " get going now!"
monsieur DuPree was hurt. he thought his master didn't love him anymore. he didn't understabd that, indeed, the old man loved him very much but could no longer care for him. slowly, the dog straggled toward the house and up the steps. he scratched with one paw at the front door. " woof, woof! woof, woof! " looking back he saw his master step behind a tree just as someone from inside turned the doorknob. a little boy appeared, framed in the doorway by the warm light coming from within. when he saw monsieur DuPree, the little boy threw both arms into the air and shouted with delight, " oh boy! mom and dad, come see what santa brought!"
through teary eyes, the old man watched from behind the tree as the boy's mother read the note. then she tenderly pulled monsieur DuPree inside. smiling, the old man wiped his eyes with the sleeves of his cold, damp coat. then he disappeared into the night, whispering, " merry christmas, my friend."

Love is the only thing that we can carry with us when we go, and it makes the end so easy.

2005-06-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

muahahahaha......... went to watch ' Madagascar' on thursday... can't believe that i watched such a juvenile show but joyce kept on insisting that we're young at heart...i found out that all the movies that i watched with her were all puerile, for examples shrek 2, polar express, spongebob squarepants...omg...can't believe it...okay... whatever... after the movie, we walked around aimlessly in orchard road and i accompanied her just to make time pass since there's not much things to do at home...erm... actually there's quite so stuff to do except that i'm just too lazy or can't be bothered to do. we went to take neoprints after that... wahahaha... i just recalled that i went for the 'you hua jiu shuo' tv programme... well, i'm not that brave to say anything, so i sat there for 2 hours, trying not to move as much as possible and not to have any big actions as they might be recorded down. my butt hurts after sitting in the same position for so long. our topic was about BGR and the comments given by them were very funny. anyway, went for CIP today and my feet hurts after standing and walking so much. so tired. need to go to school for the whole of next week; from monday to saturday.... argh!!! monday and tuesday for physics lessons; wednesday to friday for first-aid course and saturday for GB leadership conference. argh!!! i cut about 15 to 20 cm of my hair two weeks ago, below my shoulders a little, and now, it has grown about 2 to 3 cm longer.......argh...... going to trim it again before school reopens.... i don't want it to be so long.

2005-05-23T12:45:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over. went cycling with joyce and her family yesterday. actually was supposed to go on saturday but it rained, so we postponed it to yesterday. i stayed at home on saturday and finished reading two of the storybooks that i borrowed from the library. i got a lot of storybooks and magazines to read. i borrowed 4 storybooks from the library and my cousins lent me 3 more. my mom bought home another chicken soup for the traveler's soul and a lot of magazines, so now i can spent my time reading since there's nothing much to do. the beach was very crowded yesterday. we were lucky enough no to crash into anybody or you can say that they were lucky enough not being crashed by us. juyin's coming my house later to do project... sigh... so sian...

2005-05-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

exams are starting on 10th May but that stupid miss lam is giving us a biology test tomorrow. what's wrong with her?! just finished going through my social studies textbook but i think none of it is still in my brain. i have a goldfish's memory... 2 seconds later, 'puff'...it's gone. i'll have to re-read again later and must try to stuff all the facts into my brain. went to joyce's house on thursday to " study" but we ended up crapping, wasting time and watching tv... sigh... what that needs to be done are all undone... as you can see, my angel's on holiday so my devil's back to work again cause i'm wasting my time here to update my blog instead of studying... haiz...and i have to resist the temptation from reading prince of tennis. only can read it after the exams... better get going with my work... there's so much stuff to do... have to practise my piano cause i've not touch it for the whole week and if i never practise, my teacher will huo san bao fa when she comes on tuesday. still have to study for the test tomorrow and exams...

2005-04-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

ok, i had officially quitted lorna whiston already, but the lessons will only stop in the end of this term, so i'll still have to put up with the teacher with another one month. got pick by my HCL teacher for the ji xi yan jiang and my topic was ' ci san'. finally got over it and HCL lessons will not be so terrifying anymore. those who are not choosen yet will still be very nervous during HCL lessons. the trainee teachers are leaving and this means that miss lam and mdm sharifa will be back to teach us! OMG! biology and physics lessons will be very boring again and if you fall asleep or talk, you will find a goldfish staring at you! it's daunting!!! yesterday, we had our bio make-up lesson with F3-2.that was our last lesson with miss ng and mr ang, our physics trainee teacher, was also there. he was there to help miss ng control F3-2 because they're very noisy. F3-2, especially the girls, like him very much. they think that he's charismatic and cute. ok, he's still okay looking , but for heaven's sake... he's cute?! that's such a disgusting word to describe him. exams are imminent but i'm still slacking... sigh... better get going now...by the way, what's wrong with this stupid flobber chatterbox?! it's always not working...

2005-04-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

why do i always have loads and loads of redundant work to do? i'm going to suffocate soon and there's still A Maths test tomorrow and a useless wordpower test next week. i have not even look up for the meanings of the words. what's the point of making us memorise so many words and their meanings when we forget everything after the test? it's only a waste of time, energy , effort, paper and ink!!! the mid-year exams are approaching, but i'm still slacking here... by the way, i am so going to quit lorna whiston ... i can no longer tolerate that teacher. i told my parents and they said that sec 3 is an important year and that i have only one and the half year more to go. one and the half year?! that's very long way to go! this is insane. i still have to face this stupid teacher for another 9 months?! this will drive me crazy! i'm in a great dilemma now...

2005-04-12T17:49:00.000+08:00

Some people say love is blind,

But i think love is beautiful.

Everything and everyone can feel love.

Birds, humans, and animals- all living creatures.

Love means caring and showing understanding.

Love means being there when someone is in need.

Love is being a friend.

You can love your pets, your doll, your favourite chair,

Your friends and family.

Love can be just about anything you want it to be.

Love is a choice.

2005-04-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

I am me.

There will not ever be anyone like me.

I am special because I am unique.

I am stardust and dreams.

I am light.

I am love and hope.

I am hugs, and sometimes tears.

I am the words " I love you."

I am swirls of blue, green, red, yellow, purple, orange, and colours no one can name.

I am the sky, the sea, the earth.

I trust, yet I fear.

I hide, yet I don't hold anything back.

I am free.

I am a child becoming an adult.

I am me, and me is just right.

2005-04-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

i went to school today for just only 5 minutes to hand up my geography folio and i had to wear school uniform just for that 5 minutes! waste water... cause need to wash the uniform already. i watched ' miss singapore universe' just now... i think that the winner this year is quite beatiful and very intelligent. i like the way she answers all the questions. anyway, i want to watch THE PACIFIER... anyone want to watch it? i'm so pissed off with my stupid lorna whiston teacher. she's totally a FREAK!!! she's got something really wrong stuck in her brain and has got a very, very, very serious attitude problem... even worse than mrs loh. worse of all, she won't let me change my storybooks!!! HEY OLD WOMAN, I PAID FOR THE LESSONS!!! i just can't stand her!!! my blood pressure 's rising.... cool down... i also dislike the girls in my lorna whiston class. they're all so bitchy... wear until so obscene... as if like they're going for a fashion show or what and they think that they're very pretty. gosh... i can't tolerate all of them...i'm considering of quitting next term because i don't really like the teacher's style of teaching... andthe mid- year exam's coming... need to revise my work soon. by the way, the biology test was a complete disaster... i think that it's very difficult... i don't know how to do a lot of question... die... ok... let's be optimistic and look on the bright side of life... it's only a test... but i can't run away from reality... how i wish i can do so... ok... the day of truth will come soon...

2005-03-20T11:52:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of the holidays... time flies.... i still have not had enough rest... went to watch THE SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MOVIE with my tingdong 0.5 on thursday. that was the silliest movie that i've ever watch, but nevertheless, it was very funny. the two strangers sitting next to me were laughing like mad even when the part was not really that funny. i was laughing because of their laughter. OMG... i still have not started working on my GEOGRAPHY FOLIO which is due next week.... die.... got to go and get all my work done first.

2005-03-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

haha... luckily my piano teacher never scold me today because i did practise... hehehex...:) today, our chemisty teacher, the one with attitude problem, set the chemistry test on the same day as our A maths test again. the previous test also like that. why must she always treat us like that? is it that she hate us so much and want to stress us out by having 2 tests in a day, and why must it always be maths?she must have had a bad childhood...hahahax...anyway, i nearly fell asleep during biology lesson again. miss lam's lessons are always so boring. almost the whole class fell alseep... even the trainee teacher was also dozing off...lolx...everyone was trying their best to keep themselves awake. when miss lam saw someone sleeping, she woke her up and began to tell us crap again. she told us that don't eat too much or else you will feel sleepy after that because of the digestive system... something, something... i can't remember, i wouldn't want to remember and i don't care to remember... i sound so rebellious ... anyway... who cares? it took her about 45 minutse to explain to us one of the powerpoint slides and i think i had only absorb 70 percent of it... i doubt if anyone who could absorb 100 percent ... it was just too boring and half of my brain was already sleeping. i forgot to mention that the slide in which she took so long to explain, was already gone through before...hahahax... but maybe not in such a detailed manner. she always recaps what we learn, and therefore always going through the same old stuff and only a liitle time was left when she started to teach us new stuff. i could understand by reading the textbook than listening to her teachings. that's about all i've to say...

2005-02-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

just came back from sec 3 camp on wednesday. it was very fun compared to the other camps that i've been to. the only thing bad is that GB girls had to sleep in tents while the other girls can sleep on beds in the dorms. this was because we need to earn one of our badges which requires us to sleep in tents. i got a lot of ant bites. it was very painful. our class played 'amazing race' on the first day morning. this game was the least fun among all the other activities. we have to run round the whole labrador park looking for clues. it's very tiring and the weather was really hot. we went rock wall climbing in the afternoon. it looked quite difficult but i managed to get to the top. :) my hands were very suan after i came down. then we had a rope course activity. i think this was the most enjoyable activity in the whole camp. the second station that i tried ( the one with the wooden planks and tryes) was very scary as there was nothing to hold on to and it was really high and the wind was very strong. i nearly fell but i still managed to complete the station. i woke up at 5am on the second day as the roosters kept on crowing. at first i thought that the weird sound was the morning call but then when i checked my watch, i found out that it was only 5am! i was very alert after that and could not get back to sleep.the first game we played on the second day was ' slippery slide'. a canvas sheet was put on top of a slope and a lot of soap was poured on it. we must get up the slope and this requires a lot of teamwork. one person below have to push and help the person in front of her to get to the top. if the person on the top slide downs, everybody would also slide down with her. there is a drain at the bottom of the slope so those at the bottom most would have to support the ones on top in case they fall and hit the drain. we were all very dirty and soapy after playing this game and i had a lot of brusies. after lunch, our class had a dragon boat course. i got a lot of water into my mouth and eyes. later, the instructors told us to get into the water and everyone started splashing water at one another. i got some cuts on my knees as there were sharp rocks in the water even though it was not very deep. after the two days of camp, i'm so sick and tired of chicken drumsticks. they always served as drumsticks during meal times and their drumsticks are not those small ones. they are really big one, like the one we eat in KFC. on the whole, this camp was quite fun and relax as we had a lot of free time. i think it had also bonded our class together. this camp was a very memorable experience for me.

2005-02-13T12:14:00.000+08:00

this year new year is considered very boring cause most of my cousins cannot celebrate. so sian. anyway, i saw yao jun and he's so cute and chubby!!! it's like hugging a pillow when i'm carrying him. yao zhi is also very cute. he knows how to sing songs now... grow up liao. sec 3 camp is approaching, but they have not even give us a list on what to bring... life is so boring... sigh...

2005-02-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

i'm so depressed...no matter how hard i tried, i still failed... sigh...why do you make life so difficult for me?! and why am i in the same group with that freaking idiot...oops... i'm so bad, but anyway, he's a real idiot! i can't stand him!!! i'm so sway!!! there's still an English composition test tomorrow. the teacher says we must learn to adapt sec 3 life ... it's so stressful.we have 2 tests a day! it's all because of that stupid miss lim's (vice- principal) fault. she said that english and maths is not counted as study subjects, so we can have another test together with them in a day. i agree with her that we cannot study english but we can study maths!!!and u know what her name? lim ah lian! i remembered it after reading joyce's blog...hahahahah. biology is so boring! i'm trying very hard to keep myself awake during biology lessons! i also cannot tolerate my demanding and proud piano teacher! i totally dislike her! my life's so miserable... wish me all the best ba...

2005-01-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i last blogged. i went to my phyics tuition today. i had completely no idea what's the teacher teaching and he's like talking to the wall. no one answers him in the class. it's so quiet. nothing much to talk about actually... haiz... Chinese New Year's coming...

2004-12-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

very long never blog liao...yesterday, i wrote one testimonial for my cousin, see teng, and she said that what i wrote were all the bad points , but i don't think so. she wanted to delete it but i stopped her. then, she forced me to write another testimonial with all her good points. where got like that one?! people write for her very good le still want to delete and must write all her good points cannot write bad points!!! so, next time if you want to write her a testimonial, remember can only write GOOD POINTS, cannot write BAD POINTS. i obeyed her and wrote and testimonial with all her GOOD POINTS. i wrote it in a very sarcastic way and approved it myself. then i went to her blog to tag to tell everyone to see the two testimonials i wrote for her. when she reached home, she deleted the second testimonial i wrote for her and what i tagged in her blog. i'm very angry with her. it was she herself who forced me to write another testimonial with all her GOOD POINTS for her and yet she deleted it?!!! anyway, i'll forgive her. see, i'm so good. hahahahaha....

2004-12-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

i find that the GB anniversary was very very expensive. it was a buffet. there was not many different dishes and yet we still need to pay $40 for it. the variety of food was lesser than those that i've been for high tea. i only like the chocolate cake. yesterday, i went for the GB christmas project. i was sent to help one of the other stalls there. they sold hand-made cards. only a few came to buy. i sat there for three hours doing nothing... nearly fell asleep. later when i reached home, letty phoned me and as me to go to mediacorp to watch ' hong xing da jiang' as she had an extra ticket. at first, i did not want to go as i was very tired but then she said the ticket would be wasted, so i went. all the fans there screamed like siao, especially the 5566's fans, who were sitting right behind us. every action 5566 made, they screamed. even when they were going to read out who were the top 10 favourite artistes, their fans also screamed like mad. the zhao wei's fan bought a big banner. all those fans screamed and screamed until i had a headache. after the show, my uncle had not came to fetch me, so i accompany letty to the radio gate. all the artistes drove their cars out, then all the fans will stop them, asked them for their autograph and take a picture of them. it was quite late already but my uncle had not arrived because the wedding dinner he went had not ended, so letty's parents sent me home.

2004-12-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

going for the GB anniversary dinner later... don't know whether the clothes, shoes and the bag i'm wearing and bringing would be suitable for the occasion. must wear until very formal...so troublesome.i think i look quite mature in the clothes i'm going to wear to the dinner. don't really feel like going anymore...sigh... ju yin's dad going to fetch us there. i think not many people will turn up... so sad... hope everything will turn out fine. better get ready now...

2004-12-03T13:31:00.000+08:00

never blog for quite some time. anyway, just came home from camp on the 29th november. we went to the sembawang campsite. there's bed there, so no need to sleep in a sleeping bag. i don't dare to use their blanket cause i think it's very dirty as no one washes it and so many people used it before. i love the Ra-Ra Night when we went to the orchard road to play some games and do silly stuff. it was already 1 am when we returned to the campsite. Ra-Ra Night was the most fun activity in the whole camp. taufik won the singapore idol. no offence, but i don't really like the both of them. i think that their fans must be really crazy cause some of them voted 4000 times. it was shown on the TV. that will be $2000 for 4000 votes. it's such a waste of money. why don't they donate it to the charity? at least, it's better than voting so much for your idols. for those whose idols had not won and had voted for so many times, they had spent their money on nothing. okay, need to stop this idol topic before someone bashes me up. yesterday, i went to watch polar express with joyce and letty. it was quite interesting. then, we shopped around and went to subway. i ate a cookie. it was very delicious. after that, we went home as it was already 6pm. by the way, i'm going to the GB anniversary as it is sort of compulsory now. i dragged ju yin to go with me and her mother finally allow to let her go. so relieved, if not no one accompany me.

2004-11-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

today, i woke up very early to go to school to buy uniform with letty. then, i accompany her to macdonald to eat breakfast and we chatted for quite a long time. anyway, i also got nothing to do at home. tomorrow's going to be a busy day... need to pack all the stuff for the camp on friday. it's a four days three nights camps... i think it's quite long. hope that everything would be fun...

2004-11-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

today, we had our drill competition and our squad got COP ( certificate of participation) again... so sad:( i think tessa should get the best commander award, but too bad... i don't need to go to school again except for the camp and the retreat. i'm so free now... nothing to do everyday. yesterday night was the last lorna whiston lesson this year, so i'll be free on friday nights now... yipee :) but, i'm still going to continue with it next year. as it was the last lesson, our teacher let us relax. he gave us some stupid quizzes and we played 'scrabble' for the next 40minutes. his questions were all so silly, like "why is kangaroo known as kangaroo?" and his answer to it was " i don't know. " oh God, how can there be such a stupid question. anyway, i'm going to be so free from now on...

2004-11-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

today was a very fun day. letty, joyce, ju yin, jie ying and i went cycling at east coast in the morning. joyce's parents taught her how to cycle while the rest of us went cycling in the park. i got a lot of mosquito bites on my leg. we saw song ying and her mother at about 11am. soon, it was time that we needed to return our bicycles, so we bade goodbye to song ying and went to play at the beach while she continued to blade. after that, we went to joyce's house to play. her dog is very cute and active. it was very boring there, so joyce suggested to go to her club. all of us agreed except for letty. we persuaded and pleaded her to go but she insisted on not going, so we had no choice but to go to the playground near joyce's house. nothing much there, so we left very soon. letty received a call for her to go home immediately. after she left, ju yin, jie ying and i went the joyce's club. joyce and i went swimming while ju yin and jie ying went to the arcade to play. joyce, ju yin and i also went to the jacuzzi pool, suana and steam room. then, it was time for dinner. we ate in the club. the food was quite delicious. later, joyce's parents sent us home.

2004-11-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy today. one of my wishes had came true. i got into faith 3-1. i was so nervous last night that i could not sleep well. in the morning, my mother and i went to my school to collect my results slip. when mr kee told me that i got into faith 3-1, i heaved a sigh of relief. the six of us will still be in the same class next year... great! after that, i bought the books that i need for next year and went home. i came to school again at 1pm for drill. i'm the only squad member from my squad that turned up for drill practice and ju yin was also the only one that turned up from her squad, but later, another girl from her squad came. soon, it began to rain and our squad leaders dismissed us. it was still quite early, so ju yin and i went to suntec city. we shopped around and went to pasta mania to eat spaghetti. after that, we walked out and saw huang yi da and his friends!!! i saw him first and i say his name out and then he turned his head to look at us. i confirmed with ju yin that he was really huang yi da cause his looks, hair style and size are exactly the same. the two of us walked behind them and when they slowed down later to look at some things, so we overtook them. later, he was walking right behind us and we could even hear him talk. ju yin and i laughed like siao. we had not seen idols at such a close sight and was even walking right behind us... hahahaha... later, he walked a different way from us. i think no one recognise him cause when we were walking behind him, no one ask for his autograph... so poor thing... ju yin and i went home after that...

2004-11-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

the results will be out tomorrow... God, please bless me!!! today's drill was cancelled, so i spend the whole afternoon choosing and changing my blogskin. what do you think of it? sweet? nice? just tell me your comments on the tag board. thanks...

2004-11-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

saturday is coming... my nightmare will be starting soon... oh God!!! please help me... yesterday, i went to the NEWater plantation. nearly fell asleep... quite fed up with the guide. kept on asking us to sit down, then stand up and move to another place. can't she just let us stand and listen to her speech. tomorrow need to go to school for drill practice again. also need to bring along my gb uniform. i will need to rush tomorrow cause the drill practice will end at about 5pm and my lorna whiston lesson starts at 7pm. it's the second last lesson tomorrow. yipee!!! next year, i'll still be attending their lessons. hope that all my friends will also continue... nothing really much to talk about...

2004-11-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

i went to watch 'princess diaries 2' with my cousins yesterday. the show was very funny. mia's wardrobe was so amazing...how i wish to have one too... i never attend lorna whiston last friday. anyway, only three students turned up... pathetic... today, i went to school for drill practice again. so tired... tomorrow i'll be going to school again to help miss ong teach the sec 1 prodikeys. next thursday also need to help her. actually, their lessons was last week, but miss ong was on mc. she's always on mc. i need to go to school for this whole week!!! and i'm collecting back my results slip this saturday !!! OH MY GOD!!!... okay... i need to stop my myself from thinking about this, if not, i'll really die of drepression.

2004-11-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

today, i went to novena to meet letty at 12.30pm and pass her something. later, we went to burger king to have lunch. she insisted in treating me but i rejected. luckily i managed to pay the money to the cashier first. after lunch, we went to shop around the place. she wanted to buy song ying a birthday present but could not find anything suitable. later, we went into esprit and i saw a very beautiful jacket but quite expensive. i love to buy jackets but my mom will never allow me to buy them again cause i have like about 6 jackets already. then, it was about time for me to go to school for drill practice. it rained heavily in the afternoon, so we did not manage to practise much. we ended up polishing our boots and chatting. i went home only at about 5pm plus when the rain got slightly lighter. you can say that today was a waste of time going to school... there's also drill practice tomorrow... hope that the weather will be better...

2004-11-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

i woke up very early today because i need to go to school for drill practice in the afternoon. i went to my grandma's house first and polished my boots. then, i helped my grandma to pluck beansprouts. after that, i got nothing to do, so i went back to sleep again. i woke up at 1pm, had my lunch and got ready to go to school. i reached my grandma's house after drill at about 5.20pm. today got no piano lesson. my piano teacher changed it to tomorrow. i arrived home at about 8.50pm. within 10 minutes, i finished bathing and rushed out of the toilet to watch ' ren wo ao you'. i watched that show watched until very angry... the yilin so bad... she's such a hypocrite. haha... i bought sun yan zi's cd, ' stefanie' , today. going to listen to it now.

2004-10-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

happy halloween day!!! too bad... we don't celebrate it here in singapore. life is so boring... i got nothing to do after the exams. only eat, sleep and watch tv everyday...sian... nothing much to talk about since i got nothing to do. i will die of depression soon... to anxious what class i'll be going next year and that mr kee just won't tell. my holidays have started but i'm not looking forward to it cause it'll be really boring as i have nothing to do. i rather i go to school.

2004-10-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

today, i got back all my results. all suck...all so lan...the stupid teacher gave me 68 marks for my art again. i am going to bring a chopper to school tomorrow to kill her!!! i think i cannot get into faith 3-1 next year... i might ended up in faith 3-2 or even faith 3-3. God, please bless me!!! i'm going to ask mr kee tomorrow, but i don't think he will tell. then, i'll have to wait until 13 november, the parents and teachers meeting , to know which class i'm going. today, i very neverous, so kept going to the toilet before the marks were released. after school, song ying, ju yin, jie ying and i went to letty's house. we stayed there for about 2 hours plus and left at around 5pm. the bus was very crowded. nearly lost my balance and fall down... luckily, i grabbed onto song ying's hand...hahaha...

2004-10-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

no school again tomorrow... can wake up late again... but quite boring cause i don't know what to do at home. there's nothing for me to do. today very tired as i slept at 1am plus last night and woke up at 6am this morning. today, letty and joyce gave me a huge lovely cup and song ying gave me a cute, sort of key chain bear which is kept in a bottle as my birthday present.i opened my presents in school cause my friends wanted to see what they are. joyce wrapped the present with such a thick layer of scotchtape, so i had a difficult time opening it. song ying forgot to take the price tag off the present, so we were like " song ying , we know lah... you want to let us know that the present you give very expensive." . she said that she forgot and started to apologise to me. after school still got drill practice cause the drill competition is coming, so we need to stay back after school to brush up on our drill. we trained from 2.30pm to 5pm... very hot and tired... i reached my grandma's house at about 5.30pm and my cousins were playing badminton, but i'm just too tired to join them. after dinner, my cousins and i played heart attack and all of us screamed like mad. it's always the youngest cousin among us who had always got beaten because his actions were too slow and so, his hands were always on the top. when we hit, his reaction was also very slow, so he was the one who's always being hit...hahahaha...then, i went home. nothing much to do at home, so i watched tv programmes and right now, i'm blogging... still need to see my stupid piano teacher again tomorrow... better go and practise my piano. i also have not done my theory homework... haiz...

2004-10-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

today's my birthday... happy birthday to me...hahaha...still got GB today, so i reached home at about 5pm. very tired, so i went to sleep...woke up at about 6 plus and went to bathe. later, my mom took me to 'sizzler' for dinner. after that, i went to 'swensen' to buy an ice cream cake. we took the cake to my grandpa's house to cut it. my cousins were there too... the cake was very nice...nothing much today...

2004-10-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

all the exams are finally OVER!!! YEA!!! can relax now and do all the stuff i want. today, i played badminton with my cousin at my grandma's house there.the weather was very humid and i kept on perspiring...my cousin perspired like mad...we play for about one hour plus in the afternoon and another one hour in the evening. tomorrow marking day so no need to go to school. i wanted to go swimming but could not find anyone to accompany me... sigh... all my friends don't want to go...some of them don't dare to wear swimming costume cause they think they're very fat, but i think they are not. my cousins need to go to school...sigh...i think i'll just have to stay at home tomorrow...

2004-10-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

i ended up doing 'interconnectivity' instead of 'fish' for my art exam prep work because i concluded that 'fish' was very difficult to draw, like all those scales and silly stuff. i drew pictures like computer, television, radio, cell phone, etc... things that i can think of that can link to interconnectivity. i finished the prep work quite fast as the drawings need not be coloured. i was very tired when i reached home today, so after bathing , i went for a nap. i woke up at about 3.30pm, then i started looking for pictures and began to draw those things. my piano teacher came at 5.50pm. she was very with the way i played the pieces cause i got no time to practise. she thought that all my exams are over and i told her they are not, so she was like " huh?" ... and of course told me to practise more after the exams. my piano lesson ended at 6.30pm, so i continued to do my art until dinner time. after dinner, i did my art and completed it at about 10.30pm, which was considered very fast, compared to last time when i need to take the whole day to finish it and it's past midnight when i had completed them.tomorrow last paper... art. the exam ends at 10am, so can go home early, or even go out with my friends... hurray!!! no school on thursday as it's marking day....YEA!!!... maybe i'll be going out with my friends or maybe my cousin is coming over to my house to stay...:) ok...quite late already... going to bed soon...

2004-10-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

today's math paper 1 was still quite okay, but the paper 2 was so difficult. i practically don't know how to do the whole paper, so i think i'm going to fail paper 2 ......die... need to take home economics and DNT paper tomorrow. haiz... study the DNT like siao...chapter 15 is so difficult ... no mood to study. tomorrow still got piano lesson...sigh...i have not practise on the piano for 1 week already because of the exams, so i got no time. my teacher will surely be very unhappy with me and might even nag at me tomorrow... better be prepared... i have not even started to draw anything for my art prep work, so need to work like mad tomorrow. my mom is always scolding for doing things last minute. i always do my art prep work the day before the exam... hahaha... the last paper is art on wednesday, so after wednesday, i can do anything i want... no need to study anymore... yipee... and my mom cannot stop me from playing or to nag at me to call me to study... hurray... can't wait for the day to come...

2004-10-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

going to take math paper tomorrow, so i went for 3 1/2 hours of math tuition today... sit until very sian...keep on doing other school's math past year paper until my brain want to burst liao... all the formula inside in head...i'm now trying to get some pictures for my art prep work. i think i'm going to do 'fish' cause i think it's the easiest. no need to think so much on what to do, unlike the other topics. lazy people like me always do things that are the simplest...hahaha...i just dislike art. i think my art work sucks but at least mrs tan shounldn't give me Bs or Cs for them. i think i've never got an A this year. i still put in effort to do the art but she can't blame me that they are so ugly...i'm just don't have that type of talents for art. i think my art work are still acceptable but she still give she such low marks... why can't she just give me higher grades? last year my art teacher, mrs ng, had always given me As. mrs ng gave me 81 for my last year's SA1 art exam and 91 for SA2. this mrs tan only gave me 68 for my this year's SA1 art exam. there's such a big difference. if she's giving me so low marks again for my SA2, i'm going to kill her!!! i'm going to see teng's house later to ask her about math. it's good to have her staying so near to me. can always go her house and fan her and ask her about some school work that i don't know...hahaha... art exam's on wednesday but i've not even started to do my prep work... so i better get started now...

2004-10-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

the science paper on friday was so difficult... i think i'm going to fail ... die...yesterday after the science exam, ju yin and i went to toa payoh mos burger to have our lunch. i call see teng to ask her whether is she going to toa payoh cause ju yin want to go to tian di to buy comic and needs to borrow her membership card. she arrived with her friend shortly after we finish our lunch and passed her card to us. then i requested her to take us to the HDB sort of gallery... not very sure what is it called. so they took us there. when we reached there, see teng asked me to walk in front , so i called ju yin to walk with me as i don't know what's inside. then suddenly two white statues appeared in front of me...scare me. why can't they paint the statues and place them somewhere else instead of right in the middle? after visiting the gallery, see teng and her friend went to have their lunch and ju yin and i walked to tian di to buy comic. soon, see teng called me and told me that she saw my cousins in the entertainment mac, so ju yin and i rushed there ... we walked like siao. when we got there, we said hello to them and went to the second level to see if see teng was there. unfortunately, she was not there. i remembered something that i wanted to ask my cousins , so we went down again but they had already left. ju yin and i walked to tain di again and she bought her comic. after that, we went to the mac at the interchange and ju yin started reading her comic. she finished it in just a very short time and we went to the popular. i saw many interesting books and wanted to buy them but don't have enough money, so i've decided to ask my mom there next time and buy them. it was already quite late then, so we bade goodbye to each other and went home.
before going to lorna whiston, i went to san bookshop to rent some storybooks. i rented princess diaries 5 and the book angels and demons for my mom. my mom is currently addicted to dan brown's books. she had just finished 'the da vinci code' and ' deception point'. when she had finished reading them, she'll pass them to me for me read.because of the exams, i've just managed to read only half the book of da vinci code.after my exams, i'll have to read them faster before they are due. the first thing mr bhatti asked me when i stepped into class was that why i did not turn up for last week's lesson. i simply told him that i need to study for my exams. he said that he had an easy lesson last week because only 3 out 8 came for the lesson last week... hahaha... that's even lesser that half as one of the boys did not come. ok... i'm going to log off and read my books now...

2004-10-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

ok... finally have the time to add a new post to my blog. some sections of the HCL paper on monday like the zong he tian kong and the li jie wen da were quite difficult. i already had 2 mistakes in the tian xie han zi without han yu pin yin section... 2 marks gone:( luckily i had enough time to complete the history paper on tuesday. i wrote until like siao... my handwriting got messier and messier cause i cannot control my hand. i write until my hand very pain and tired... so many essay questions. one of the source based questions was 10 marks but then i only wrote half a page... cannot think of anymore stuff to write. today's paper was geography. i think i only score 6 out of 10 marks in the world map section cause i went home to check my world map. i just anyhow label all those countries... the teacher will laugh until like siao when she reads my world map answers. tomorrow's paper is literature...actually nothing much to revise... just have to express yourself... ok got to go now...

2004-10-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

ok...finally finish revising HCL.......study for the whole day today...hope that i will still remember all the words tomorrow... so stressful... going crazy liao. going to learn geography later... so many stuff to memorise... my brain is going to burst liao... history paper on tuesday... how come we need to learn so many stuff... what's algebra for? i doubt if i can get into faith 3-1 next year...nothing much happen today... need to continue to study now...

2004-10-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

haiz... exams are here but i'm still slacking... HCL paper on mon... juz can't study... still got the gong han format to memorise. i did not attend Lorna Whiston yesterday...i think all of the girls did not turn up...hahaha...mr bhatti will think that there's something conspiracy between us...so we better be prepared for him to question us next week. still got 11 days before the exams end... need to study... sian... math i surely die one... all because of that miss tay... she's freaking me out...i juz can't stand her...don't understand how can she be a teacher... ok... i need to stop blogging now...got to learn my HCL now........and of course practise my math...

2004-10-09T08:45:00.000+08:00

today, i finally decided to create a blog...